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lapdogchase · 1 year ago

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it's so fucking frustrating to be in college and know everyone uses chatgpt and to be tempted by it constantly while also knowing intellectually that it doesn't work and it's a bad idea. like, i hang out in the library a lot, and i see people using chatgpt on assignments almost every day. and i know it isn't a good way to learn, because it's not really "artificial intelligence" so much as it is an auto text generator. and it gives you wrong information or badly worded sentences all the time. but every week i stare down assignments i don't want to do and i think man. if only i could type this prompt into a text generator and have it done in 10 minutes flat. and i know it wouldn't work. it wouldn't synthesize information from the text the way professors want, it wouldn't know how to answer questions, it just spits out vaguely related words for a couple paragraphs. but knowing my classmates get their work done in 10 minutes flat with it while i fight every ounce of attention deficit hyperactivity disorder in my body is infuriating.

#text #like i KNOW it doesnt work but i still want to use it which is SO FRUSTRATING #bc i DONT want to use it. but its TEMPTING.

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crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington · 2 months ago

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you mean nothing to me

#transformers #transformers one #megatron wins custody au #megatron #bumblebee #b 127 #maccadam #ough they make me so sad #i have soo many thoughts about them...#my AU is not happy at all sorry #bee isnt a decipticon hes basically factionless at the moment he just wants to be with megatron #megatron just hates him so much #bee reminds him of everything that he hated so much about himself #hed think about bee down there in sub level 50 for so long and he would just get so angry #his eyes that r still blue and remind him of the autobots of the miners of elita of orion #why wont they change color #why are they still blue #is he going to leave to join the autobots...?#his stupid son that he hates so much but he actually really does 😭#he just has so many mixed feelings on him #and bee is always trying to be a voice of reason and it just frustrates him even more #bee by no means has any decipticon values...#he doesnt agree with megatron he just didnt want him to be alone #i have so many brain worms that i want to share with all of u...

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hinamie · 12 days ago

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together, we do the same thing again //

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #gojo satoru #jjk gojo #satoru gojo #i still dont fully know what im doing w my render but i think im landing somewhere #pls let th transitional shift b over im tired of this grandpa #i know i am always like its natural fr styles to shift dont fight it just experiment and go with it see where it takes u #but god is it frustrating not being able to tell if u even like what youre making while youre making it #every piece being a full leap of faith bc u cant recognize what the 'ugly phase' is and therefore cant convince yourself tht it will pass #exhausting i tell u #anyway . gojo.#having a lot of fun w yellow-blue-grey lately so i figured id test them out on gojo more #i usually veer sharp in2 either neons or cool tones fr him but lately ive found the bruised pallid yellow look 2 b really striking #throw some periwinkle down fr contrast bam #i also realized its been a while since i drew gojo w his blindfold so theres that also #idk man i just work here #monthly gojo quota met and perhaps even exceeded #ALSO been looping clouded innocent fr ages and ages its so good so have more vocalyrics in caption smile

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inkskinned · 3 months ago

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i hate to say it because i'm neurodivergent and a chronic-pain-haver but like... sometimes stuff is going to be hard and that's okay.

it's okay if you don't understand something the first few times it's explained to you. it's okay if you have to google every word in a sentence. it's okay if you need to spend a few hours learning the context behind a complicated situation. it's okay if you need to read something, think about it, and then come back to re-read it.

i get it. giving up is easier, and we are all broken down and also broke as hell. nobody has the time, nobody has the fucking energy. that is how they win, though. that is why you feel this way. it is so much easier, and that is why you must resist the impetus to shut down. fight through the desire you've been taught to "tl;dr".

embrace when a book is confusing for you. accept not all media will be transparent and glittery and in the genre you love. question why you need everything to be lily-white and soft. i get it. i also sometimes choose the escapism, the fantasy-romance. there's no shame in that. but every day i still try to make myself think about something, to actually process and challenge myself. it is hard, often, because of my neurodivergence. but i fight that urge, because i think it's fucking important.

especially right now. the more they convince you not to think, the easier it will be to feed you misinformation. the more we accept a message without criticism, the more power they will have over that message. the more you choose convenience, the more they will make propaganda convenient to you.

#personal #this also applies to ai art and stuff. like #artists and crafters and non-ai users took the time space and energy to learn things #bc we are actually LEARNING them. and it takes actual SKILL.#i know the skill is long to learn and often annoying. i still get frustrated about my art bc it's not good #but i do it myself. bc i respect that it IS a skill.#ai writing a book for you is not YOU learning how to write a book. and it took me a lifetime to write a book. i get it.#ai drones running a marathon don't run the marathon for u #there are things i cannot due to my disability. lol marathons being 1. there are things u can't do either #this is about stretching yourself in the ways that are healthy and good for you.#ai learning for u in ur classes is NOT healthy. u are not learning.#''but otherwise i won't pass''#first of all that's a self-defeating prophecy. and many of us who thought we wouldn't pass DID pass #and secondly. CHALLENGE urself. ur paying for college anyway. don't pay just to let AI learn for u.

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bizarrelittlemew · 1 year ago

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i can't wait to be 30+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 40+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 50+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 60+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 70+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 80+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 90+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to look back on my life and know that i loved things deeply and passionately and was inspired to create and was part of communities with incredible people from all over the world brought together by the stories that touched us

#and still be mad at shithead executives for unfairly cancelling my pirate show #also imagine what my ao3 word count will be like. gonna be writing my little fics in the nursing home #sometimes when i get frustrated over my writing i have to remember that i've only been doing it for a little over a year #and not in my native language #there is still so much time and so much to learn and try and discover and explore and i am EXCITED #there is something so ancient and beautiful about humans being brought together by stories #storytelling is what humans have always done and will always do and what will always connect us #to our past to the future to each other #sorry for the 1 am ramblings #fandom #🐭📓

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xpurplepiex · 2 months ago

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havent drawn Starscream in awhile so i had to fix it :)

#transformers #tf g1 #maccadam #starscream #suggestive #my art #that one trendy pin-up redraw #wanted to render it but i have no idea how to render robots also im just lazy lol #at the end got really frustrated BUT im still satisfied with the result

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thankstothe · 9 months ago

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eat him alive <3

#house md #gregory house #michael tritter #screencap #s03e06 “Que Será Será”#no matter how i look at it tritter arc is a mystery #it doesnt work no matter what #if you ride for pigs - tritter is neutralised not justified #against - theres no retribution or satisfaction at the end of this arc - just frustration all the way #ig s3 is too early to sent house to prison or give disease to that fucker #they also kinda make him use some of the same lines as house. but even he was an ingenious detective it still wouldnt compare

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greykolla-art · 2 months ago

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Scene from the BRILLIANT fanfic: What Are Friends For by Daisynights on ao3.

These two have such a CHOKEHOLD on me! I even made myself a cringe little playlist for thinking about them.😝💕 (if you guys are interested here ya go: )

But anyway GO READ THIS FIC it’s so fun and the dialogue is spot on, I HAD to do a little tribute to it !

#grey art #fan art #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin hotel #hazbin human au #alastor #Mimzy #human alastor #human mimzy #comic #hazbin hotel fic #I was actually trying to leave cause season 2 is still so far away and I’m impatient!#but this human au doesn’t count!#I can think about the murder buddies and not vibrate with frustrating excitement for s2 #Spotify

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puppppppppy · 5 months ago

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who is your favorite AA character? 👁️👁️

ziska… I hope capcom brings her back someday

#shes cool as fuck to me bc when I first played jfa I found her really frustrating to deal with #not just as Phoenix but I mean like on a personal level she is challenging because she’s so thorough #and yet I also find it fascinating that she breaks the character she’s built for herself once in a while #i 100% believe that I don’t think she would have caught on to what Phoenix was trying to do while stalling for time with engardes trial #so it’s probably a good thing edgeworth subbed in but she literally busts her ass to bring evidence to court #almost right after having a bullet extracted from her WHICH SHE ALSO PRESENTS AS EVIDENCE. thats metal as fuck ok #especially since she would technically have nothing to do with the case after edgeworth fills in and she still decided to do that anyway #maybe it was blind faith to use that evidence to win since she wasn’t there for most of the trial but still #and even if canon doesn’t give it to me I still firmly believe there’s be at least some chemistry between her and Maya #like especially if you hold it next to wrightworth that works bc there’s already a history there and majority of Phoenix and miles trying #to relearn their relationship is Phoenix coaxing out that side of Miles that he remembers from fourth grade #but with Franmaya it’s something new and they’re basically strangers to each other and one of them almost got the other convicted #and I still think that’s fascinating and it’s a damn shame thay half of the fics I find for them on ao3 is background in wrightworth fic #i did find a good one that touched on Franziska trying to win pearls approval because Pearl does hold a grudge against her #and seeing that trying to live up to perfecting even her personal relationships without getting to know Pearl to even know #why it wasn’t working feels believable when I think abt her as a character yk #myart #my art #doodles #aa #ace attorney #franziska von karma

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featherfangart · 1 month ago

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The Sun and The Moon

more of the self-indulgent experimentation with the cosmic knights, heheh <3

#mshenko #mass effect #commander shepard #kaidan alenko #john shepard #more of the knights #bc i wanted to gift myself a free day of drawing whatever I want and experiment for my bday a week ago #i wanted to try something simpler while also-- keeping it mine #not to mention i'm still frustrated by not getting a bamf kaidan in canon #i know he doesn't cast singularity but it's SO pretty to look at and he's a hardworking man #he'd learn #when i realized i could substitute Shep's omniblade by a flaming sword my brain exploded #i'm still on the warrior/paladin kick heheh #i had massive amount of fun with these #i know i've been using the sun and moon symbology a little bit too much lately but i honestly dont care <3 #las!art

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bisexualcroissant · 2 months ago

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thinking about jeremy hitting rock bottom his freshman year, losing so much in one disastrous night, the repercussions of which would continue to haunt him for years. thinking about jeremy spiralling so bad cody said they “really thought we were going to lose him for a while there.” cat saying the right therapist can be “life changing”, using jeremy as an example. thinking about how bad jeremy’s crash out must have been, understandably; thinking about his family continuing to blame him for noah’s death—from the coldness of annalise, to the outright antagonism of bryson, to joshua ignoring him for years. the wilshires doing everything in their power to cover up what happened at the banquet rather than lending an ounce of support to a boy who had lost his brother in terrible circumstances, because jeremy was there, because it was so much easier to blame him for all of it. coldblooded, if you ask me. jeremy needed help, not damage control.

thinking about jeremy having probably the worst year of his life, having the opposite of emotional support from his family, and still somehow coming out of it a better person. thinking of all the work he put in to be better and succeeding—i’d rather die than ever be that person again. believe me. despite the hostility of his family system, despite being blamed for the fallout, despite the guilt and heartbreak that “nearly destroyed him”. still jeremy managed to build a new life for himself out of the wreckage, going so far as to be captain of the trojans, with a team who respect and admire him. still he managed to come out of it with such a capacity for kindness and goodness and lifting the people around him up.

thinking about jeremy continuing to be the human embodiment of sunshine despite living in such a cold home that was never forgiving or warm to him. jeremy knox, you will always be loved by me.

#jeremy knox #the golden raven #the golden raven spoilers #aftg #i have so much to say about this boy. like on the one hand his family's connections def helped & he was protected in many ways #yet at the same time any support in the EMOTIONAL sense which he really would have needed was so deeply lacking #like it wasn't even a neutral thing where they were just neglectful & all obviously grieving. no – they all actively blamed him & still do #and instead of offering any support whatsoever jeremy was sent off to rehab to grieve and get through it by himself #and you can see how he still blames himself for it. he's still doing everything to help his family #while they treat him like a waste of space & yeah it makes so sad and frustrated!!!! but yeah.#cody's line talking to jean stopped me cold like FUCK. i can't even imagine how bad it must've been to warrant that comment #anyway…jeremy knox i love u.#all for the game #tgr spoilers #tgr

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all-my-ocs-are-evil · 11 months ago

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Jason's been pestering Danny about why he looks like a borderline walking corpse for ages and Danny has decided to put his lying skills to the test. (he has none)

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I've been playing w the idea that the more Danny transforms, the more his ghost form gets "lively" while his human form gets weaker and more sickly. He knows that if he keeps transforming like this then, one day, he's not going to have a livable body to go back to, but he really doesn't want to think about all that. He's more interested in the weird "totally dead but not dead" Wayne son who may or may not have a thing for his sister.

everytime i do one these im like "this time I'll keep it simple so I don't have to suffer through colouring bc I have zero foresight—it'll be greyscale at most" and then all of the sudden its 4am and i'm trying to finish a stupid comic but i decided to add "some" colour to spice it up and hide my shitty ink job and then SOME COLOUR ALWAYS BECOMES FULL COLOUR WHY CAN I NOT ESCAPE THIS STUPID CYCLE!!

(did this all stem from me not being able to decide between a super pale character design and one w a vibrant tan bc I love white hair + tan but I also love extremely pale albino so I forced myself to find a way to make both work? never! that's absurd!)